School?

After TONS of debate, my parents decided it would be best for me to go back to public school. At first I was extremely excited, but now that I know what day I'm going, I'm afraid. I don't know who all are my friends anymore. After word leaked that I was charging a boy (a popular boy with alot of friends) for rape, I got several emails and text messages telling me that I was a whore. I lost my best friend. I lost alot of really close friends. But I'm not angry or upset with them. I understand. Sometimes it's easier to believe that a good friends a liar, than to believe that something that bad can happen. I just need something real to hold onto. Something solid.