Alone?

I know that no one has joined my blog yet. I mean, who wants to hear a teenager rant right? Maybe this is really like a diary... A diary that's public. I can't even explain how good this blog makes me feel though, even if no one's read it. It's kinda like when I play my guitar, or paint, or write. It makes me feel better. Even on the worst days when I have to go to court and face Monster, it makes me feel more... I don't know... More human I guess. Less alone, even though I am completely alone.